Sunday, February 15

now that i'm awake,

i can[hear]that the sound is muted.

i've been working at the restaurant virtually all day and i thought it might last forever.
how my feet ached and
how my stomach ached.
    yet,
    in no time
here i am in the dark
in a fresh pair of socks,
and wishing a handsome rich man would take me away so i will never have to work on a holiday again.

where did the past 12 hours go
and why am i left thinking about love, of all things?


you know 
if i could,
i would spend my days in europe    ''__and 
make all my time as surreal as this.
__if only i had the money
-and the drive.

i guess the company of men
like
miles davis and
jonnie w will do.     for now.

wait for me, please.
be looking for me because i'm looking for you;
i know i could make you happy with
my quirks and jokes
that seem spontaneous, but
i'm really just trying to impress you---'

it's just that it feels like an eternity since I've been loved.


The world is moving too fast to afford a missed opportunity like you.

-rae

3 comments:

  1. i love this bebe rae.
    and i love you.

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  3. High, girl. Dunno if you write, but this’ll help immensely on your writing journey (Upstairs) and, believe-you-me, you’d want nothing else if you experienced what I did. So, why should you love our exploded plethora of produce which’ll plant the seeds for you to grow to great heights?? PROCEED AT YOUR OWN RISK:

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    PS “It is impossible that anyone should NOT receive all that they have believed and hoped to obtain; it gives Me great pleasure when men hope great things from Me and I will always give them more than they expect”
    -Our Lord to Saint Gertrude

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